I close my eyes and see the rolling mountains with the bright orange sunset in the background. A lake just off to the left, shining with the suns reflection off of it. It is here that I find peace. I can connect with my inner self and explore what really matters in this world. I find my clarity, peace, calm and self. It is, if even just for a moment, my escape from reality. All my thoughts come back into perspective and I feel alive once again. I have risen from the depths of hell and continue to move forward.